I am not driven by awards, I like to remain humble and focus on my work. I somehow don't fit in!
I am not driven by qualifications and accolades, I like to simply create impact. I declined the fellowship at the college of dentistry, I didn't need it. I am somehow not worthy.
I am not someone who shouts about my achievements on social media, apparently I am not marketing myself well. I am somehow not successful
I like to talk about how to improve the care for patients over profit, somehow that is not the important thing to speak about. I should be talking about conversions, leads, starting, scaling and exiting.
I talk about how I can improve my clinical work, somehow I should be showing results. Somehow proving my ability is more important improving it.
I like to discuss ideas that impact healthcare, somehow that is not the key issue. I should be discussing ideas that grow and scale.
I like to think that short term sacrifices lead to long term gain, somehow that is untrue. I should be fast tracking my future.
I just like to help, somehow altruism is not the way to go. I need create a transaction, otherwise it will be a ticket to be used.
If I am not putting up a front of success, I am not there and not worthy to be invited to speak on stage. Somehow I need to show success to be on stage, not the process.
It feels like a facade ; being me in this industry has become harder and harder...